I knew I was worn out from work and I still have to study for my last lab practical (which is tomorrow morning)… But I just had to step foot in the yoga studio. I have not had the chance to for what seemed to be like forever. When in reality… two days because of the awful weather. My lack of inefficient motivation and skillful plans did not mix well with this busy week. It was like a parallel line. Good thing there is one more week of school! Final exams. Ah. Freak out?!
I suddenly felt a tint of regret as I parked the car in front of the studio because of the exhaustion that managed to spread in my body. It was like the energy I tried to retain dispersed into thin air.
Anyway, class was different today which is exactly what I needed. I am glad I was given an indirect break which is something I would have hoped for if I thought it was possible. My instructor did not follow the usual path and decided to help us master each pose by concentrating on getting the technique correctly modified. So I got to chill and not push myself to the limit. I knew that if others were to… I would feel the need to show much, if not more, effort. Class went swiftly.
I stayed a little bit longer and listened to her speak about yoga. It made me think about so many things. Basically, the way of living. That is what it is all about. No matter how fatigue I was, I managed to keep myself captivated by the words she shared with us. Interestingly enough… All I want to do right now is do more research on yoga. It has always been something I have been interested in since I was wee bit young and now I am practicing it which makes one of my dreams come true.
Granted, I have to study. Yup. That is what I will do. :)
Or will I? Hah.
@1 hour ago
I had a productive day today. I did extra work again to make time fly. I like being initiative and innovative at work. I am currently attempting to build good work skills and a lasting impression. So far, so good (I think). Oh but I do not like the way uncontrollable circumstances happen when I am all by myself.
Aside from that, I am going to make a strong statement and say that “global warming is getting worse.” I spoke with a variety of people from different states and they all went down here with the expectation of a warm weather. At least warmer than their state. It is funny the way they got what they least presumed. They had to cut their trip short in order to avoid inevitable atmospheric conditions. I guess the lesson that we keep relearning is, “Expect the unexpected.”
Anyway, I got home and found out that my parents left to go to church five to ten minutes before I got the chance to call back. That saddens me quite a bit. I do not like turning down opportunities to go to church.
Oh and does it make me weird to like twelve hour shifts? Because I love it.
I would rather work less days and work more hours per day. (i.e. forty hours in three days than five.)
@5 hours ago
I got up early for school. Then went straight to work after making a quick stop at the house. I planned to get to work half an hour early to retrieve my uniform that I dropped last Thursday. I was suppose to get it back two days ago so I did not think it would have been a problem to pick up. Turns out that it was missing. I got another uniform but was missing a white shirt. I know right? So I had to go home. I did not really mind but still. I should have minded. Hahah. First time I was “late” but it was out of my control. I only missed twenty minutes though. Road rage? Hah jaykay. Anyway, after that was done and over with. I ended up wearing a uniform that was four sizes bigger than me. Again, I know right? I was in a working mood to make time fly. My plan worked. Time flew by and I realized it was almost time for me to leave. I forgot to take a break and plus everybody was either busy or in some sort of meeting and I did not want to disturb so that is another reason. I took a ‘fake’ break. I just clocked out and went back up to get my due back, print my reports and count my bank. It took me awhile (half an hour). I had to take a break so my boss does not get in trouble. Lastly, I went downstairs to turn in the uniform I borrowed, hah. But no… the door was locked so I had to find someone to open it for me. All-in-all, I got home at around nine-ish when I supposedly clocked out at seven-thirty. But that is fine. Oh and right before I left the key maker on all of the terminals stopped working. Not to mention the fact that the computers were acting up today… it got worse. I was semi-glad I had to go before I encountered that dilemma. I wanted to stay but I know my boss was not going to let me because I exceeded my time already. I am not as frustrated. But I feel like I should be. Oh well. I do not know why I am so laid back about the predicaments I encountered today.
Hmm, well it is probably time to go to sleep if I can. I have to be back at work at six in the morning tomorrow. It will be a twelve hour shift behbay. I cannot wait!
The only thing that I think that truly frustrated me was the fact that I missed yoga. I missed the last class which was at eight-fifteen. I also missed yesterday because of the weather. I want to go everyday! Either work or school is in the way. But that is fine. I guess one thing that is keeping me calm is yoga right now. I do not know why I am not ‘stressed’ out. I think I am handling almost all of my obstacles in a positive manner. I am aware of the negativity but I am not letting it affect my actions around people or things in general. So I guess that is a good thing, right? Hahah. Mmk. I need to stop rambling. I hope this makes sense to me when I decide to read it again sometime in the (long) future. I am actually too lazy to go back and fix errors. Maybe “lazy” is not the word. More like, I know I have to do other important stuff rather look back at what I have written.
Oh and the food I saw when I got home was uh-may-zing. I ate like five servings of it. Chicken and rice :). Plus FRIES. Oh and I watched Southpark with K-Gel. Hilarious. And Secret Girlfriend. Also, sickly hilarious. I think the only reason I liked the “Secret Girlfriend” was because it had some Lord of the Rings or Star Wars references.
Mmk. Time to do something productive… or sleep. Leaning towards the latter if my restless mind and body lets me.
@1 day ago
